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โ You donโt want me to have anything in my life thatโs not you. โ
โ You think
youโd be happy with someone else? No way. Iโm it. โ
โ Iโve killed
for you. Who else can say that? โ
โ Iโll kill the
whole bloody lot of them until you and I are the only people left in this
world. โ
โ What have we
done to each other? What will we do? โ
โ But the
horror, the horror was for love. โ
โ This love
burns you, maims you, twists you inside out. โ
โ It is a
monstrous love, and it makes monsters of us all. โ
โ You lied to
me! You poisoned me! You told me you loved me! โ
โ I love you,
and itโs killing me. โ
โI hate youโ โ โNo you donโt.โ โ
โ Youโre
killing me slowly. โ
โ I love you
so, Iโll eat you whole. โ
โ Sorry about
the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine. โ
โ Tell me how
all this, and love too, will ruin us. โ
โ Something
ugly in you, you also saw in me. โ
โ You ruin
anything you touch, and destroy anyone you love. โ
โ You are
coming down with me, hand in unloveable hand. โ
โ You say that
you love me but you act like you donโt. โ
โ Imagine our
children, how fucked would they be? โ
โ Donโt you
know Iโm no good for you? โ
โ When itโs
going good, itโs great. But when itโs bad, itโs awful. โ
โ Your temperโs
just as bad as mine is. Youโre the same as me. โ
โ I know this
love will tear me to pieces. โ
โ I loved you
enough. You just never believed it. โ
โ Why canโt you
just let me go? โ
โ We have been
each otherโs prisoner for a very long time. โ
โ You said that
you loved me with your knife pressed against my throat. โ
โ Iโd probably
still adore you will your hand around my neck. โ
โ Our love is a
monster, plain and simple. โ
โ I loved you
as Icarus loved the sun: too close, too much. โ
โ Loving you
was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. โ
โ It terrifies
me what I would do for you. โ
โ Thereโs a
difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of them. โ
โ We werenโt
ourselves when we fell in love, and when we became ourselves โ surprise! โ we
were poison. โ
โ We complete
each other in the nastiest, ugliest possible way. โ
โ I would never
kill you. Not in a million years. What I can do - what I will do is hurt you,
worse than I did before. โ
โ You make me
feel, and I donโt like it. I want it to stop. Now. โ
โ You are the
knife I turn inside myself: that is love. โ
โ I say I want
you inside me and you split me open with a knife. โ
โ If you love
me, you donโt love me in a way I understand. โ
โ We love with
claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. Itโs feral. โ
โ There is
something wrong with you that is also wrong with me. โ
โ Love isnโt
soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never
close. โ
โ I need you to
be a monster. Which is to say, Iโm trying not to love you. โ
โ Kiss me. Kill me. Do something. โ
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